bored

think I was bored before wasn't I?
no idea , was I?
possibly

my back is hurting, mowed the lawn I KNOW shock horror amazement the lawn mower actually started wonders will never cease
Might possibly have started because it had a new spark plug and I mean a brand new one this time not an old 2nd hand one in a new looking box that "looked" like it was a brand new one
You know the [smarta$$] cousin he sticks this spark plug in it right when lawn mover was residing at FIL's and tells them its brand new one ...my backside it was and he charged them $5 for it he's such a rip off merchant
Anyway still got a bit of lawn to mow as its a PITB lawn mower one of those with a "deadmans switch" handle means you can't let go of it or it stops and you have to start the dang thing up again, so if you don't have a garden furniture mover handy and you are mowing by yourself, you have to mow around things ...so I mowed around things
kills my back though mowing does must be the vibrations from the mower I don't know as I can push it around ok don't know anyway I'm ok as long as I don't have to bend over and have you seen our fridge?
Our fridge is built for midgets its tiny only about 4 foot tall so getting milk out for my coffee is a bit of a pain
Think I might go to bed and warm my back on the furry one bit like having a furry hot water bottle that snores except he's not made of rubber and he don't make sloshing noises, well he does make noises but its more like a chain saw LoL

anyway cup is empty ..... did you drink that?
find some pain killers and go to bed, made the mistake last night of taking the pain killers before I logged out then of course I was sat here longer because my back wasn't hurting ..it started again when I got into bed, not exactly what I wanted so do it the right way around this time huh

Dana! you drink my coffee again??

I'll swear no kidding, Dana is still drinking my coffee
BRB

extra long straw that girl has
with all the suction of a Dyson vacuum

back .. ok who typed that bit ?? wasn't me well ok maybe it was LoL
Speaking of the coffee drinker with the long straw, there's a big difference between me and her you know she can sit there and write about things I can't you know, she can write about death and people in her life, how they lived what they were what they still are
I can't almost 3 months now and I've been shoving it back in it hurts you know , hurts too much I can feel it trying to get out and it hurts so I put this big fat band aid over the top of the leak, you know the one the one with the big yellow smiley face on it, I stick that on the leak.
Don't want pity don't want anyone to see me cry , I've been smoking too much, not sleeping well not exactly not sleeping not wanting to go to bed more like it, drinking more coffee than I should doesn't help the fact that the cup is always empty and there's never enough chocolate around here

I'm burying my head in the sand here, not wanting to come out, you know I've played every level of Zoo Tycoon (Dinosaur and Marine upgrade) and made so many themes since the end of May I've lost count, have to keep myself busy can't start thinking can't let it out I'm afraid it wont go back in if I do

dang

Last night I had to come back in here, into the computer room because the monitor I was using out in the dining room shut off on me thought I had blown it up actually and went phew later when I went back out there and it was back on . Too hot out there I had the fan on the computer not the monitor and well it must have this auto shut down thing
It's too bad I have to be in here in the computer room, he's sleeping at the moment and I should be on his computer doing my Photoshop challenge for 360 (Salutan sent me coffee, dark and sleep-- I think he knows me.. thats a worry)
But I just can't get my head around it besides I know that as soon as I sit down at his computer I'll have to get right back up again as he will wake up
Might just post the challenge and be done with it
I wanted to record my voice as well but for some reason neither voice recorder on this computer will work I get nothing.. nothing at all oh well this has my voice on it ... ok it's got other music on it too but it's set up isn't it

Get your own Flash MP3 Player

Click on "hear my voice" thats me

More about me

So you came here did you?
Well then
Hang on coffee cup is empty again.... be right back


I am a very strange person, no really I am
I hate doing dishes
I love to sleep
It took me a long time to realize that I am bi, yeah swing both ways you didn't know that did you well you do now I wish I could have admitted it to myself a long time ago would have saved a lot of bother and cleared up a few relationships with women .. no not that way I mean friendships see I was scared of getting too close because I was so attracted and in the 80's well you just didn't come out did you so here I am 40 years old and finally been able too admit to myself
Feel much better for it too

OK so everybody leaves now (has this thing got a spill chucker? yup it has coolies) I'm wondering if I can put smileys on here? oh look you can with html code -- click that smiley and it will take you too the smiley site
I'm getting there on Blogger and last night I had a look for the "Terms of Service" couldn't find anything nothing at all apart from a quick mention about not posting spam (you know porn sites) and "illegal use" so looks like you can swear and post naughty pictures if you want not that I will
I don't swear I'm an angel and I haven't got any naughty pics ................ oh ok I have got a couple hasn't everyone got a few well naughty pictures

Anyway I don't need or want a man unless he does dishes, mows lawns, cooks, cleans and looks good in an apron. Of course the man I live with doesn't do any of that and his body won't fit in the freezer .........
I'm joking he's ok for a big furry thing who does nothing