Its 7am again, woke early yet again had a horrible nightmare yesterday morning dreamt I was being bullied by the snooty "soccer moms" again
I hated that wasn't in the "in" crowd in the town I used to live in, wasn't wanted wasn't liked at all but they wouldn't say it to your face oh no just totally ignore you as if you weren't there , their kids got slots in the band and choir they helped out in the canteen that was theirs I shouldn't be there at all.
They would invite each other around for coffee and the tupperware/jewelry/linen parties I'd find out about them later when I'd over hear when I took the kids to play sport.
I had no friends, plenty of kids always at our place all the time the house was full of them but never any adults only the "boys" my X's friends after cricket and for BBQ's
I made sure I was there though when it came to helping out at the school, always there canteen, prep for the fundraisers,the stalls, the town functions they hated it "what are you doing here?" they would say as if to say "you shouldn't be here this is OUR thing".
Nasty nasty women the whole lot of them except for Jan and Sally who moved down to Salisbury which left me with one I was alone most of the time you can only have so much time with the one person , I got my adult conversation by selling Avon was the only time I got to talk to other women then still they only wanted me there on sufferance .. I was the Avon lady after all you don't get too friendly.
Look I don't really want to get close to anyone because if I do they move, they go away so I push people away but hey it would have been nice to have been offered not ignored as if I wasn't there or not wanted.
Yep I know I'm talking to myself I don't care do that all the time have to don't I, wont bother finding any friends here in this town they'll be the same snooty, up-themselves, do their thing which I'm not a part of so its easier not to bother at all, same goes for online too by the way I'd actually rather not get close to anyone because they go away possibly the same thing they never wanted me in the first place
PS: The Soccer Moms were actually AFL moms, we tried soccer but the mothers there were even worse as well as the snootiness above weren't rich enough for that lot.
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Monday, June 25, 2012
Saturday, June 23, 2012
Over the last few years I have become more and more jaded, tired, lacking in "buzz" just don't want to write or comment
Twitter used to be interesting in 09 it was fun following people and seeing their point of view in 150 characters or less, now its all "sell, sell sell" basically it's blah blah I read it and go pffft not another auto post I'm actually un-following more than I'm finding that are interesting
You are meant to tweet back to people to get up your cred as mine has slipped down now but seriously there isn't hardly anything worth me clicking on.
See back in 09 when I first started using Twitter I was in the top lot in Australia yep I was thank you very much, but it got too much so I left it alone for a while in the meantime all these so called "social media gurus" gained a pile of followers only because they use programmes to gain numbers and thats all it is, numbers honestly most of them aren't worth following back but people do
It's ok though if people want to follow those who lack substance and wit its up to them .
My problem is I can't find any more worth following and I wont just blindly follow just for the sake of it, neither will I use one of those programmes that gains 200-500 follows in a day, nor will I set up my blog to auto tweet past posts every five minutes just to "up" my amount of tweets, that's pointless and just adds to Twitter clutter I'm not going to gain anything by that
Anyway its what 5.30am , dog woke me at 4am I'm tired but if I go back to bed I'll sleep in and I want to go look at the cars this morning, there is meant to be a car rally starting off this morning at 8.30am there are other check points later in the day but seeing as I've no idea where they are and the cars will be clean if I go early ............. I'm going early.
Twitter used to be interesting in 09 it was fun following people and seeing their point of view in 150 characters or less, now its all "sell, sell sell" basically it's blah blah I read it and go pffft not another auto post I'm actually un-following more than I'm finding that are interesting
You are meant to tweet back to people to get up your cred as mine has slipped down now but seriously there isn't hardly anything worth me clicking on.
See back in 09 when I first started using Twitter I was in the top lot in Australia yep I was thank you very much, but it got too much so I left it alone for a while in the meantime all these so called "social media gurus" gained a pile of followers only because they use programmes to gain numbers and thats all it is, numbers honestly most of them aren't worth following back but people do
It's ok though if people want to follow those who lack substance and wit its up to them .
My problem is I can't find any more worth following and I wont just blindly follow just for the sake of it, neither will I use one of those programmes that gains 200-500 follows in a day, nor will I set up my blog to auto tweet past posts every five minutes just to "up" my amount of tweets, that's pointless and just adds to Twitter clutter I'm not going to gain anything by that
Anyway its what 5.30am , dog woke me at 4am I'm tired but if I go back to bed I'll sleep in and I want to go look at the cars this morning, there is meant to be a car rally starting off this morning at 8.30am there are other check points later in the day but seeing as I've no idea where they are and the cars will be clean if I go early ............. I'm going early.
Monday, May 4, 2009
faded
Bored with life bored with everything, hearts just not in it...mood swings don't mind me
No though seriously I am bored at loose ends at the moment don't quite know what to do
course it doesn't help being constantly interrupted I can't finish anything because I'm not able to get started on it
That's why I haven't made any Multiply themes lately, I can't think just can not think
most of the time I don't even get five minutes to write a blog up and tutorials no kidding that's why most are worded terribly it's "look at this" or "drive me somewhere" do this for me or do that
If he goes to have a sleep the dog will jump on him or bark, so then I save what I'm half way through and play solitaire because I can't do anything else as soon as I start the nattering starts
he's always done that though I put my hands on the keys and it's "come look at this" he does it so much I just don't bother any more
You know internet folks are my friends, don't have any RL ones don't know any one here in this town and I do get lonely was lonely before of course which is why I started online, I went online to meet people but hardly ever find any that I really get on with the few that I have gotten close too have disappeared on me ...I give up why bother doing anything why bother trying to talk to anyone can't anyway I'm not able to do it ..interrupted all the time
And no one wants to get to know me they are all to busy with their other friends ...I'm boring I know
faded that's me
The new background on here is one of my paintings made into a seamless tile the text is a dark purple on purpose ...it's faded like me
No though seriously I am bored at loose ends at the moment don't quite know what to do
course it doesn't help being constantly interrupted I can't finish anything because I'm not able to get started on it
That's why I haven't made any Multiply themes lately, I can't think just can not think
most of the time I don't even get five minutes to write a blog up and tutorials no kidding that's why most are worded terribly it's "look at this" or "drive me somewhere" do this for me or do that
If he goes to have a sleep the dog will jump on him or bark, so then I save what I'm half way through and play solitaire because I can't do anything else as soon as I start the nattering starts
he's always done that though I put my hands on the keys and it's "come look at this" he does it so much I just don't bother any more
You know internet folks are my friends, don't have any RL ones don't know any one here in this town and I do get lonely was lonely before of course which is why I started online, I went online to meet people but hardly ever find any that I really get on with the few that I have gotten close too have disappeared on me ...I give up why bother doing anything why bother trying to talk to anyone can't anyway I'm not able to do it ..interrupted all the time
And no one wants to get to know me they are all to busy with their other friends ...I'm boring I know
faded that's me
The new background on here is one of my paintings made into a seamless tile the text is a dark purple on purpose ...it's faded like me
Monday, April 13, 2009
It don't click with me
You know I've been on Yahoo a long time, used 360 for a long time as well and yes I did notice the cliques on there little gangs that stick together like glue always commenting on each others posts all the time but since joining Multiply I noticed it even more the x360ites are cliquey, mega hugely cliquey
The little circles are completely round no one gets in or out
The cliques flow over into other places of course they do because hardly anyone uses 360 any more, Twitter, MySpace and Facebook always the same gang of people with the same gang of followers/friends/contacts
It doesn't matter how interesting they are it's the same ones over and over "hugs and kisses darling" "nice post" blah blah meaningless dribble in the comment area but because they are part of the clique that dribble is acknowledged anyone who isn't part of the "inner circle" is totally ignored even if it is dribble if you aren't "in" you may as well be out
So that's why with a lot of the old ones from 360 I've stopped following, I wont comment I don't even acknowledge their presence I'm 42 years old this is no school yard it's the internet I'll never meet these people in person, some I'm not interested in meeting in person well one or two I wouldn't mind but most they are so inward with themselves and their friends that they don't peak my interest at all
I say good luck to them really because the same people the same things for years is boring , I'm doing different things I'm meeting (online) different people every day opposite to my RL I am outgoing online the one thing though that I do have in RL and online I can't stand cliques
The little circles are completely round no one gets in or out
The cliques flow over into other places of course they do because hardly anyone uses 360 any more, Twitter, MySpace and Facebook always the same gang of people with the same gang of followers/friends/contacts
It doesn't matter how interesting they are it's the same ones over and over "hugs and kisses darling" "nice post" blah blah meaningless dribble in the comment area but because they are part of the clique that dribble is acknowledged anyone who isn't part of the "inner circle" is totally ignored even if it is dribble if you aren't "in" you may as well be out
So that's why with a lot of the old ones from 360 I've stopped following, I wont comment I don't even acknowledge their presence I'm 42 years old this is no school yard it's the internet I'll never meet these people in person, some I'm not interested in meeting in person well one or two I wouldn't mind but most they are so inward with themselves and their friends that they don't peak my interest at all
I say good luck to them really because the same people the same things for years is boring , I'm doing different things I'm meeting (online) different people every day opposite to my RL I am outgoing online the one thing though that I do have in RL and online I can't stand cliques
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
so any way
Its almost 1am the furry thing is snoring in the bedroom the birdie is cheeping behind me (will you bloomin well shut up you dang noisy bloomin bird) thank you bird oh hello he's off again, don't you swear at me either .. he's a naughty bird.
Snore! SNORE ...argggh just excuse me while I cover it with a pillow there thats better
is ok didn't really but he has shut up and no he's not dead he's still breathing tell you what though it is one way of telling he's still alive the noise that comes out of that omg right through the wall, I sleep in a different room have to or I'm kept awake all night
Ok now I can think and it is relatively quiet I was going to talk about people online some just don't get it they really don't even if English should be their first and only language they can't read or won't read can't spell ..ok so I know I can't spell for peanuts and that's why I love firefox
built in spell checker whoopie it red underlines realy, allways and thier which I can never ever spell right
Still I can read English and understand a little of most languages, I knew Rodrigo the spammer was talking about T-Shirts before I even clicked his links camisetas personalizadas (personalized T-shirts) I knew that it didn't just look like a jumble of mixed up letters on the page
You know I can remember not being able to read and writing just looking like patterns in a book (numbers of course swirl to me) I've never had dyslexia even though both my brother and sister do, words have formed patterns for me always formed patterns, numbers swirl but words don't
I can read don't have any problems reading my reading has always been above average (we won't talk about the math skills will we no we won't) anyway I've no problems reading, seeing of course is different thing but reading no problem so to me I don't understand how someone can read one thing and get out of it a completely different thing, even my sister who can read and write totally mirrored yes hold a page up to the mirror to read it backwards has no problems understanding the written word, I know someone who's first language is Arabic who scored 109 on this IQ test would have scored more but he couldn't translate Oasis I had to give him the definition ... its a well or body of water in the middle of the dessert btw
What always gets me though is the people who read (well I'm assuming they do) a blog entry and get out of it a completely different thing than what was written or read into a block of text or a sentence something that isn't even there and I'm like "where did you even get that from?" as I read the exact same thing and didn't see that at all.
Suppose this is where the gossip comes from one person seeing one thing and another sees a different thing take the other week for example this was posted to me "why did you put that in this cretain place" now I read that as cretin of course it's not its a bad spelling of certain or curtain ???
Don't matter either way but it is lucky I'm such a nice person otherwise well I would have gone right off as it is the person who posted that is a cretin even though they don't even know the meaning of the word that is what they are and no I'm not being cruel really they are a cretin
They can be found in abundance in every single populated internet forum, where they race to post as many mind-numbing messages as possible in a single session. In addition, they seemingly interbreed with other cretins, ensuring that their cretinous genes continue long after they end up dead meaning the Internet will never be rid of their kind.
See told you cretin, mind numbingly annoying and idiotic person who posts to much and doesn't read ..possibly because they can't
Anyway its now 1.30am ..get off it takes a while to find links you know and I'm on MySpace and 360 as well as Warped in 4 places at once I am.... no wonder I'm so thin
So next time you find yourself behind a curtain with a cretin who can't read
bop them on the head for me please
Snore! SNORE ...argggh just excuse me while I cover it with a pillow there thats better
is ok didn't really but he has shut up and no he's not dead he's still breathing tell you what though it is one way of telling he's still alive the noise that comes out of that omg right through the wall, I sleep in a different room have to or I'm kept awake all night
Ok now I can think and it is relatively quiet I was going to talk about people online some just don't get it they really don't even if English should be their first and only language they can't read or won't read can't spell ..ok so I know I can't spell for peanuts and that's why I love firefox
built in spell checker whoopie it red underlines realy, allways and thier which I can never ever spell right
Still I can read English and understand a little of most languages, I knew Rodrigo the spammer was talking about T-Shirts before I even clicked his links camisetas personalizadas (personalized T-shirts) I knew that it didn't just look like a jumble of mixed up letters on the page
You know I can remember not being able to read and writing just looking like patterns in a book (numbers of course swirl to me) I've never had dyslexia even though both my brother and sister do, words have formed patterns for me always formed patterns, numbers swirl but words don't
I can read don't have any problems reading my reading has always been above average (we won't talk about the math skills will we no we won't) anyway I've no problems reading, seeing of course is different thing but reading no problem so to me I don't understand how someone can read one thing and get out of it a completely different thing, even my sister who can read and write totally mirrored yes hold a page up to the mirror to read it backwards has no problems understanding the written word, I know someone who's first language is Arabic who scored 109 on this IQ test would have scored more but he couldn't translate Oasis I had to give him the definition ... its a well or body of water in the middle of the dessert btw
What always gets me though is the people who read (well I'm assuming they do) a blog entry and get out of it a completely different thing than what was written or read into a block of text or a sentence something that isn't even there and I'm like "where did you even get that from?" as I read the exact same thing and didn't see that at all.
Suppose this is where the gossip comes from one person seeing one thing and another sees a different thing take the other week for example this was posted to me "why did you put that in this cretain place" now I read that as cretin of course it's not its a bad spelling of certain or curtain ???
Don't matter either way but it is lucky I'm such a nice person otherwise well I would have gone right off as it is the person who posted that is a cretin even though they don't even know the meaning of the word that is what they are and no I'm not being cruel really they are a cretin
They can be found in abundance in every single populated internet forum, where they race to post as many mind-numbing messages as possible in a single session. In addition, they seemingly interbreed with other cretins, ensuring that their cretinous genes continue long after they end up dead meaning the Internet will never be rid of their kind.
See told you cretin, mind numbingly annoying and idiotic person who posts to much and doesn't read ..possibly because they can't
Anyway its now 1.30am ..get off it takes a while to find links you know and I'm on MySpace and 360 as well as Warped in 4 places at once I am.... no wonder I'm so thin
So next time you find yourself behind a curtain with a cretin who can't read
bop them on the head for me please
Monday, May 28, 2007
Pissed off
I am totally pissed off today, woke up early because of things on the forum site I'm on were worrying me
See we have a few people on there who think that by spam(crap) posting eg: just smiley faces and posting stuff that should be in a chat room that they can get thier amount of posts up and
1. get more stuff to access on the site and 2. get cred
Anyway we spent a pile of time last night deleting the crud posts, Adrian posted about people doing it and what do 2 of them do turn that post into a chat on games they didn't even read it
so those had to be deleted as well.
I get up this morning dreaming that the whole site is covered with the same kind of thing and you know what it was! ...I logged off can't stand it anymore
There is one in particular who is driving me insane, I don't know why but she just persists in posting "chat" in a non-chat area, every single post she can she's leaving some kind of comment, on older posts 5 months old, not on topic just posting for post sake so her 'post amount' will go up
We have areas for chat, the site has it's own chat room, you can send mail to each other etc. Most of the threads are help threads like here is a link for the yahoo smileys and an animation programme to download or people asking where can I get ... that kind of thing
I cleaned out the Trash bin (where the old posts go) I moderate that as well as other things and she was outraged her post amount went down by 200, well mine went down by that as well as others didn't worry me didn't worry anyone else either. She went mental though as if your post amount really matters anyway its the colour of your name that really matters, she's brown, I'm purple Adrian is bright flouro green (site co-owner)
I don't know I get the impression that she thinks by being number 1 poster that she is going to get site ownership or something it doesn't work that way
In a month she has over 600 posts thats 20 per day, way above anyone elses average even Adrian who has been on that same site since Nov doesn't do 20 per day, he does do a lot and has got over 1800 posts though, in fact she has allmost got more posts than the site owner himself and he's had 6 months running the site
I am really annoyed totally livid about this, her sister is ok she's a sweety
but her arrrgh, she soppossed to be doing a job for the site as well but she isn't doing it wish she would at least that way she would stay away for 5 minutes so we could clean up the place a bit
See we have a few people on there who think that by spam(crap) posting eg: just smiley faces and posting stuff that should be in a chat room that they can get thier amount of posts up and
1. get more stuff to access on the site and 2. get cred
Anyway we spent a pile of time last night deleting the crud posts, Adrian posted about people doing it and what do 2 of them do turn that post into a chat on games they didn't even read it
so those had to be deleted as well.
I get up this morning dreaming that the whole site is covered with the same kind of thing and you know what it was! ...I logged off can't stand it anymore
There is one in particular who is driving me insane, I don't know why but she just persists in posting "chat" in a non-chat area, every single post she can she's leaving some kind of comment, on older posts 5 months old, not on topic just posting for post sake so her 'post amount' will go up
We have areas for chat, the site has it's own chat room, you can send mail to each other etc. Most of the threads are help threads like here is a link for the yahoo smileys and an animation programme to download or people asking where can I get ... that kind of thing
I cleaned out the Trash bin (where the old posts go) I moderate that as well as other things and she was outraged her post amount went down by 200, well mine went down by that as well as others didn't worry me didn't worry anyone else either. She went mental though as if your post amount really matters anyway its the colour of your name that really matters, she's brown, I'm purple Adrian is bright flouro green (site co-owner)
I don't know I get the impression that she thinks by being number 1 poster that she is going to get site ownership or something it doesn't work that way
In a month she has over 600 posts thats 20 per day, way above anyone elses average even Adrian who has been on that same site since Nov doesn't do 20 per day, he does do a lot and has got over 1800 posts though, in fact she has allmost got more posts than the site owner himself and he's had 6 months running the site
I am really annoyed totally livid about this, her sister is ok she's a sweety
but her arrrgh, she soppossed to be doing a job for the site as well but she isn't doing it wish she would at least that way she would stay away for 5 minutes so we could clean up the place a bit
Thursday, May 24, 2007
Done on MS Paint?? ... I don't think so
Some people cheat I swear
The idea was to do a picture using MS paint a self portrait, now I did one
This one, using MS Paint
As you can see it's like this image (well kind of)
The idea was to do a picture using MS paint a self portrait, now I did one
This one, using MS Paint
As you can see it's like this image (well kind of)
This one is done on Adobe
Now what I was seeing around is a few that cannot have been done on MS Paint no way they were, they've been done on Adobe or PSP, I can tell a Paint from an Adobe image and they where not done on Paint, Ralas was done on Paint, Yardys was done on Paint couple of others as well but some no way hosay the image was too close to the photograph.
Some people yes they have the skills to do one on Paint my sister could she went to art college she learned how to produce fantastic images
I can on Adobe and the one I did on Paint is more or less the same
Now I could have done mine on Adobe the B/W one and put that up and made people think I did it on Paint but I ain't that good I know I'm not that good
Thing is I was seeing a few that obviously where too damned good to have been done on Paint now I know that there are at least two people who could do an image like that one's Jaquie and the other is Eddo they are both are extremly good artists and could do an image like that on MS Paint.
Really though if anyone else but those two had an image up that was allmost too good they didn't do it on no basic Paint no way they did and as far as I am concerned thats cheating
What do you think
If I had put that B/W one up would you have known it wasn't done on MS Paint?
Now what I was seeing around is a few that cannot have been done on MS Paint no way they were, they've been done on Adobe or PSP, I can tell a Paint from an Adobe image and they where not done on Paint, Ralas was done on Paint, Yardys was done on Paint couple of others as well but some no way hosay the image was too close to the photograph.
Some people yes they have the skills to do one on Paint my sister could she went to art college she learned how to produce fantastic images
I can on Adobe and the one I did on Paint is more or less the same
Now I could have done mine on Adobe the B/W one and put that up and made people think I did it on Paint but I ain't that good I know I'm not that good
Thing is I was seeing a few that obviously where too damned good to have been done on Paint now I know that there are at least two people who could do an image like that one's Jaquie and the other is Eddo they are both are extremly good artists and could do an image like that on MS Paint.
Really though if anyone else but those two had an image up that was allmost too good they didn't do it on no basic Paint no way they did and as far as I am concerned thats cheating
What do you think
If I had put that B/W one up would you have known it wasn't done on MS Paint?
Monday, May 14, 2007
Punishable by death
I've been slack, not posted anything at all here since the 11th and it's now the 15th that's punishable by death isn't it?
Here on Blogger??? No I can post when I want and if people read it they read it, they can't delete me for not posting because well they can't add me to a friends list if they don't wanna read they just don't read simple
If they want to read my posts they can and if they don't want to read it's not my problem
See here I have this freedom I'm not having to compete with the attention of others just to get my posts seen I don't have to shout "look at me" or post blasts continuously, here this is me if people read they read (and I know they do..you lurkers you)
I'm no attention hoare (did I spell that right? Probably not)
I don't have to think of the next fantastic post or the most "ranty" to vie for peoples attention I don't care if I get 100 comments or zero I don't care any more
Here I can be me, writing for me not blogging for the readership but blogging for me I'm not competing for page views, not having to comment on 360 milllion other blogs before I write anything of my own otherwize no one reads mine, here I don't care.
I'm writing for me
writing or blogging how it should be
Here on Blogger??? No I can post when I want and if people read it they read it, they can't delete me for not posting because well they can't add me to a friends list if they don't wanna read they just don't read simple
If they want to read my posts they can and if they don't want to read it's not my problem
See here I have this freedom I'm not having to compete with the attention of others just to get my posts seen I don't have to shout "look at me" or post blasts continuously, here this is me if people read they read (and I know they do..you lurkers you)
I'm no attention hoare (did I spell that right? Probably not)
I don't have to think of the next fantastic post or the most "ranty" to vie for peoples attention I don't care if I get 100 comments or zero I don't care any more
Here I can be me, writing for me not blogging for the readership but blogging for me I'm not competing for page views, not having to comment on 360 milllion other blogs before I write anything of my own otherwize no one reads mine, here I don't care.
I'm writing for me
writing or blogging how it should be
Friday, May 11, 2007
Last Straw
I know people lurk here its the only place that is open
No one knows me, no one really bothers to get to know me
I know where I am not wanted so I left
Its been coming for a while I realized quite a while ago that I wasn't wanted anymore and this time was the last straw
When you try to say why and people don't even care thats when you know they don't want you around
There are some things that people will never know about me and why should I tell them anyway its me that obviously has a problem and I know I do I have a problem I have a problem with the childishness on 360 the cliques that I know I'm not in, I'm not wanted anymore and that is why I left
You know I try to be happy all the time I really do but basically I'm just so sad inside all the time
If I don't go back people won't care they didn't want me anyway
I could die and there wouldn't be a single person even care
No one knows me, no one really bothers to get to know me
I know where I am not wanted so I left
Its been coming for a while I realized quite a while ago that I wasn't wanted anymore and this time was the last straw
When you try to say why and people don't even care thats when you know they don't want you around
There are some things that people will never know about me and why should I tell them anyway its me that obviously has a problem and I know I do I have a problem I have a problem with the childishness on 360 the cliques that I know I'm not in, I'm not wanted anymore and that is why I left
You know I try to be happy all the time I really do but basically I'm just so sad inside all the time
If I don't go back people won't care they didn't want me anyway
I could die and there wouldn't be a single person even care
Monday, April 30, 2007
I will NOT be silent
This is also posted on my Yahoo 360 page and my MySpace
Why be silent
Shout, speak up do something
All over the world ALL OVER THE WORLD people are getting killed every single day why should I sit here and be silent about 33 in the US when every day more are dying much more than that people starve, children loose their lives from land mines people die!
You the silent sit there in your comfortable houses and cry how terrible it is that you have lost 33 well how terrible is it that hundreds die every day in another country?
Maybe you can be silent but I can't
Here are some numbers for you to look at
From 1957 to 1973, the National Liberation Front assassinated 36,725 South Vietnamese
Journalists killed in Iraq - 98, 61 by murder and 37 by acts of war
Civilian Workers Killed in Iraq - 516
Casualties in WW1 - 11,016,000
Most casualties in WW1 -Germany 1,800,000
Casualties in WW2 -59,028,000
Most casualties in WW2 -Soviet Union -25,568,000
More figures here
National days
Hiroshima -6 August - Death toll of atomic bomb 80,000
Anzac Day - 25th April
Bastille Day - July 14th
National day of mourning
Canada - 28th April
Solomon Islands - April 2nd
Bombings
Nairobi, Kenya -8th August 1998 -224 killed
Bali - October 12th 2002 - 202 killed
London - 7th July 2005 - 56 killed
Every country in the world has lost hundreds of people either to war or disasters They do not sit silent doing nothing just because 33 where killed they do not have a national day for that no they mourn the passing of millions! Bombs go off, guns fire every day somewhere in the world hundreds are killed
Sorry but I will not be silent
Why be silent
Shout, speak up do something
All over the world ALL OVER THE WORLD people are getting killed every single day why should I sit here and be silent about 33 in the US when every day more are dying much more than that people starve, children loose their lives from land mines people die!
You the silent sit there in your comfortable houses and cry how terrible it is that you have lost 33 well how terrible is it that hundreds die every day in another country?
Maybe you can be silent but I can't
Here are some numbers for you to look at
From 1957 to 1973, the National Liberation Front assassinated 36,725 South Vietnamese
Journalists killed in Iraq - 98, 61 by murder and 37 by acts of war
Civilian Workers Killed in Iraq - 516
Casualties in WW1 - 11,016,000
Most casualties in WW1 -Germany 1,800,000
Casualties in WW2 -59,028,000
Most casualties in WW2 -Soviet Union -25,568,000
More figures here
National days
Hiroshima -6 August - Death toll of atomic bomb 80,000
Anzac Day - 25th April
Bastille Day - July 14th
National day of mourning
Canada - 28th April
Solomon Islands - April 2nd
Bombings
Nairobi, Kenya -8th August 1998 -224 killed
Bali - October 12th 2002 - 202 killed
London - 7th July 2005 - 56 killed
Every country in the world has lost hundreds of people either to war or disasters They do not sit silent doing nothing just because 33 where killed they do not have a national day for that no they mourn the passing of millions! Bombs go off, guns fire every day somewhere in the world hundreds are killed
Sorry but I will not be silent
Saturday, April 7, 2007
statistics
statistics
I've just done a run down of not only how many but who commented and when on my 360 page, its very interesting to see not so much how many but when they commented. I took numbers from the back of my blog or December and now and there are quite a few who used to comment but don't now, even though thier amount is high just lately I haven't seen them at all.
I have seen another pattern emerging though and that just annoys me, it annoys me that I get deleted and a lying coniving untrustworthy person is added to a another persons page
It annoys me that I care about a hell of a lot of these people and they don't trust me!
I am sad I am depressed I've lost a lot of really nice people too a couple of suck ups
I won't add them back I don't care they choose them over me fine
What did I do to deserve being abandoned like this ? Nothing? No I did a lot helped them out talked to them I was there for them ok so maybe I am slightly annoying but I'm not as annoying as a lot of people, maybe I didn't suck up enough you think thats the reason? I didn't fall at thier feet with a bunch of peeled grapes each and everyday I wasn't "in thier face" so they took no notice of me?
I was half way though this earlier on today when as per usual interupted yet again good thing Blogger has a "save as draft" option
Did you know ? No you didn't but I'll tell you anyway did you know that I post in Forums as well? And the site that I'm a member of I'm now classed as elite .. ELITE !! cool huh I've got a blue name on the site and everything it's neato
I get excited over the silliest things
It does mean I'm on 360, Blogger and the site and even MySpace and Imeem at the same time
I get very confused LoL
Even more than usual
I've just done a run down of not only how many but who commented and when on my 360 page, its very interesting to see not so much how many but when they commented. I took numbers from the back of my blog or December and now and there are quite a few who used to comment but don't now, even though thier amount is high just lately I haven't seen them at all.
I have seen another pattern emerging though and that just annoys me, it annoys me that I get deleted and a lying coniving untrustworthy person is added to a another persons page
It annoys me that I care about a hell of a lot of these people and they don't trust me!
I am sad I am depressed I've lost a lot of really nice people too a couple of suck ups
I won't add them back I don't care they choose them over me fine
What did I do to deserve being abandoned like this ? Nothing? No I did a lot helped them out talked to them I was there for them ok so maybe I am slightly annoying but I'm not as annoying as a lot of people, maybe I didn't suck up enough you think thats the reason? I didn't fall at thier feet with a bunch of peeled grapes each and everyday I wasn't "in thier face" so they took no notice of me?
I was half way though this earlier on today when as per usual interupted yet again good thing Blogger has a "save as draft" option
Did you know ? No you didn't but I'll tell you anyway did you know that I post in Forums as well? And the site that I'm a member of I'm now classed as elite .. ELITE !! cool huh I've got a blue name on the site and everything it's neato
I get excited over the silliest things
It does mean I'm on 360, Blogger and the site and even MySpace and Imeem at the same time
I get very confused LoL
Even more than usual
Friday, March 23, 2007
Blommented .... March 23, 2007
I Blommented .... March 23, 2007
Ok so I blommented allmost filled the box right up, was up to 3500+ characters
Thats the biggest blomment I've ever written
Blomment Definition - A comment so long that it is a blog post in itself
Seriously you won't get them often from me and if I do one I save it after all its on Notepad anyway, sometimes I'll even do them on Word depends if I have Word open at the time at least the spulink will be correct on Word
Anyway here's my blomment (not all of it though)
If you post a blog without names the wrong person thinks its about them so yeah you end up doing nothing at all but end up watching people fighting in blasts, arguing with each other trying your darndest to stay friends with both, end up deleting both because its the arguing that you can't stand.
Loose some great fantastic people because of someone else
That's what makes me angry why the hell should I loose MY friends when it ain't my fault?
Not my fault that [insert name here] is a moron/flamer/copier/bully/insecure/backstabber/trouble causer can go on but you get the point, you can put a few names there too. Some might even put my name frig it I don't know.
But is it my fault that I am loosing friends over this? There is only one person who I don't like, don't trust as far as I can throw her but do I give a damn that she is on other peoples lists NO I don't and its up to them to find out what she's like I've told them once and once is enough.
Think about it how old are we as a collective entity? Take that group of people the friends of friends all involved in this and they are involved because they are connected thats something that you can't go past, how old is everyone? The mean age of all the people involved in this what is it anyway 10? No its more like 35 yet they are/we are acting like 10 year olds!
See told you it was a blog post by itself that's what you call a blomment I don't do them often because I can't type fast enough .. read this slow I typed it slow LoL
Just goes to prove that I'm not so totally evil but in some ways I am ......
wait for it
.................... a slightly twisted sheep
How evil are you?
How evil are you?
Ok so I blommented allmost filled the box right up, was up to 3500+ characters
Thats the biggest blomment I've ever written
Blomment Definition - A comment so long that it is a blog post in itself
Seriously you won't get them often from me and if I do one I save it after all its on Notepad anyway, sometimes I'll even do them on Word depends if I have Word open at the time at least the spulink will be correct on Word
Anyway here's my blomment (not all of it though)
If you post a blog without names the wrong person thinks its about them so yeah you end up doing nothing at all but end up watching people fighting in blasts, arguing with each other trying your darndest to stay friends with both, end up deleting both because its the arguing that you can't stand.
Loose some great fantastic people because of someone else
That's what makes me angry why the hell should I loose MY friends when it ain't my fault?
Not my fault that [insert name here] is a moron/flamer/copier/bully/insecure/backstabber/trouble causer can go on but you get the point, you can put a few names there too. Some might even put my name frig it I don't know.
But is it my fault that I am loosing friends over this? There is only one person who I don't like, don't trust as far as I can throw her but do I give a damn that she is on other peoples lists NO I don't and its up to them to find out what she's like I've told them once and once is enough.
Think about it how old are we as a collective entity? Take that group of people the friends of friends all involved in this and they are involved because they are connected thats something that you can't go past, how old is everyone? The mean age of all the people involved in this what is it anyway 10? No its more like 35 yet they are/we are acting like 10 year olds!
See told you it was a blog post by itself that's what you call a blomment I don't do them often because I can't type fast enough .. read this slow I typed it slow LoL
Just goes to prove that I'm not so totally evil but in some ways I am ......
wait for it
.................... a slightly twisted sheep
How evil are you?
How evil are you?
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